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Haizzzzzzzzzz...my mood now...difficult to describe..Seriously I don't know what's happening to me..since April..but now May le still the same..(I think worsen)

My privacy..sob sob..Now house comp spoilt le then fine lor~I camp in office pulok =.= Thought I can enjoy my PEACE~ moment..Siapa tau..my siblings also follow me to office...I work here susah susah trying to complete those **** reports..They're sitting opposite of me..Watching crayon shin chan through youtube.T_T
1st: I also want to watch arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
2nd:They open the volume loud loud..distrupted my mood to work..
3rd:Still on the air cond even its a rainy day..trying to murder me?
4th:They are irritating enough yet still sitting in front of me...
5th:I work so hard here you enjoying your life there?WTH...
6th:I hate kids cuz of their presence in this world..but what can I do?
7th:I feel like to stay away from them..sick already still want come near me..Shoo~!

Another thing is...I love to bring my dad's laptop to play game in my room during mid mid night...Then the next day always lazy to bring it down again..and my bro discover it..so..he likes to get into my room for gaming purpose..lie on my bed..hugging my dearest thing in this world[my pillow]LOL..Last but not least..he bring those flu and cough viruses into my room...ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...I dont want to fall sick >.<

So yesterday I found out he's in my room..playing game..then I get angry and chase him out from my room..After he gone..I was like "phew"...then few mins after that..I walked upstairs and saw another bro in my room..!!! =.=''' This time that laptop I already bring it down..but he lie on my bed reading story book T_T Hellllllllllllllllllllllllll..my pillow T.T my bed T.T *cry*

Then just now after back from the church...They repeat the same thing...Actually I want bring the laptop down but I'm kinda late since he's already in my room when I go upstairs..!@# After that I saw my younger bro go up..so i follow him quietly..He went to my room..sit on my pilloww!!!!!! That time I really behtahan already..So I shout to him with a rude way..but he also no respond de...swt..He get out of my room..then drop out few words to me "Fat la you" ceh~say lor..I never say I'm thin also..wait next time when he urgently want me to send him to anywhere..I baru man man count with him..will remember this ==*

Haiz...about 1 hour ago..my parents ask me to hang the washing..before that my sis wash her shoes and hang it outside..Don't know that she's skilless or what..All water dripped to the floor..Then when I'm hanging those clothes..I feel extremely uncomfortable stepping on those water..yucks..Then...then...and then I merajuk on the spot..(really swt lor..so big gal liao..dont care..my mood already bad in ori)Well..my mum was there and she looked at me with a weird way..I don't know how to describe it..Mayb she's like "OMG..mad?"Haha..In the end my sis go and wipe off the water..hehe*victory*

Sigh..That's why I said..I'm bored till can cry anytime...So PLEASE don't tease/bully me..later I cry then really susah la..

P/S: bout that water dripped on the floor..My tears almost come out dy...Shh..keep this as a secret yea..

*writing bout my shameful story here..feeling like to drop my own water face..anything la..you guys enjoy reading it then ok le..Haha..touching huh?So useless ar me..sikit-sikit mau nangis dah..sigh..

Bullies!!

Oweiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...Am I look like anyone who is nice to be bullied?T_T

Why everyone like to bully me de????sigh...Just now got strong passionate to update blog de...but now...I know I like to talk nonsense..Well I'm sorry if I've bother you watching movie/drama/doing whatever things..Then I really think its better for you to ask me keep my mouth shut better than treat me in a cool way lor...

GLOBAL WARMING IS GETTING MORE AND MORE SERIOUS...
EARTH'S TEMPERATURE IS RISING HIGHER AND HIGHER...
BUT ONE THING I REALISED...
HUMAN'S HEART IS BECOMING COLDER AND COLDER...
How come ar??Anyone have the answer for my question?[bluR]


Haiz...forget about that one...

Main point is...I'm already bored till feel like crying anytime liao...You guys still like to tease me and pour cold water on me...I know the weather is hot..but even if you pour cold water on me...will only makes my heart colder...It dosent makes sense in chilling kay?*sad*

Maybe I seems nice to be bullied...but...We cant conclude one thing through the appearance...as what I wrote in msn"I'm a good gal..this is just an appearance"MEANING: Don't judge me through my face~"You'll pay for bullying me..Muahahaha...

SWT huh?How come I write this kind of things ar?sigh..hao ren nan zuo ar...hai shi zuo huai ren bi jiao hao ^^

Guess its enough nonsense(+ing) here...Hehe, for those who read this post till the end also nonsense lor...If not why you want to read all of it?Keke...

Stories time =)

Wow...seems like I never update my blog for few days ler...So happy finally I got the chance to do so ***love*** but 1 thing sad is...I guess the period I dint play game is longer than the time I dint update my blog..sigh =.='''(janiz oso said its a miracle leh..sssssoooooooooo sad ar..)

NO GAME=NO LIFE (I sincerely cursed the one who spoilt the comp..amen..hope its not me XD)

Well..no game..but got driving license and car~yet its still the same thing..

GOT CAR, GOT LICENSE, GOT TIME...but NO DESTINATION...sigh.............................................

I'm already bored till..the way I talk also changed..change to a boring way of talking and communicating...


Since the day SPM is over...I become someone like volunteer?charity?House maid la..office clerk..never receive any cent from my employer(the truth is they're my parents..haha)but then...till yesterday..I've discover a new career for me! o.O This job not bad la..can travel everywhere..same,no salary..I've become a part time driver..Hm..why I declare myself as PART TIME driver?cuz I"m not a full time driver...hahahaha...(lame+ing)I'm not gonna wake myself up just to send them to school every morning >.<>

Especially when you meet some driver those who look down of newbies...trying to act yeng de type..Padahal already warga emas liao...still want to show off..really behtahan lor...car small want fight with big car?Hmp!this type of human(i dont think they're human)never measure their own shirt huh...Mau cari pasal?!Or maybe..they're blind enough cuz they cant see the P sticker on your car?Or...the're jealous cuz your car is much more bigger in size compared to theirs?Maybe...the car plat on your car is a number he/she failed to tender before?Haha..

Why I comment so much about those drivers har?For more info pls call Janiz..haha..I dont want to mention about it again..Pacat a.k.a Cy also know la..go go ask..both of them are extremely freeeee to answer your questions..HEHE


Er..what else to write har?Let me see...what ar??Oh yea~GLOBAL WARMING!!!this issue...already become a common topic in my chat..boring?Dont think so..If you dont like to hear..I still wanted to say it..Keke..Recently weather is really hottt ar...except for today..windy~nice~yeah!!!~Then..I found out my bro...back from school..bathe...never take lunch..then headed straight to office..want open youtube watch crayon shin chan..then, one thing I really cannot accept is..he on the air cond!!!got fan ma...You think hot day on air cond then all problems will be solved huh?!Simple minded..or i can say he never use brain to think...If he on the air cond..his "hot" problem might be solved..for tempo..after that..the earth temperature will rise higher and higher!!!that time..you migrate to north/south pole also cant help to chill~~~Pakai otak sikit la uncle =.=''' (shake head)

Yesterday, my mum told me that she have to pay RM6000++ for electric fee this month..like I'm the one who waste electric..*bo song+ing* Elloooo..this month I stayed in KL for 1week ++ ..dont ever try to pull me into the pool of sin kayz?I think this problem occurs cuz of my siblings la..they come home want do homework on air cond..then do till night wan sleep on air cond again..!!!!then I'm sure the air cond in my ex-room only off when they wake up..7++am liao..normally I set it auto off on 5am de..mor 2hrs per day..count yourself..

My new room..no air cond..nyamuk banyak daooooo...sob sob..After that, I found a new idea to comfort myself..At least I can help to reduce global warming..*proud* muahahahahaha(like the story about a fox and grapes..)Anyway, long term sleeping in air cond room is bad for health..and, I need to practise myself not to used with air cond..cuz, if next time I go study no air cond ma can cry liao?!Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..I cant imagine that >.<

Last but not least...PLEASE do your part to save the environment..I sincerely hope that the weather will be as nice and as lovely as today~~~hehe

The End...

Hmmm..my story..guess today will be the last episode le..keke..reason ar?

DENG...



DENG...



DENG...



DENG!!!


Honestly and seriously...i also dont know what's happening...feeling pissed?sorry la..really duno ma..

Anyway..this morning my bro is trying to talk to me and i was ignoring him..this phenomenon is adready continue for quite few days..hehe..i nvr talk to him since that day we quarrel..WOW..so rare i can stop talking for a period huh...DONT look at me that way..i know im 38 de..keke

Then he's like trying to talk to me...Finally, he get a chance and he told me that he wont be using that hp agn..*winks*I was like stunned u know..suddenly so nice to me..sure got sth wrong some where..dont care la..since he ady promised me and we still made finger promise..I dont really trust hm though..but still..OK la..i accept his offer..muahahaha(evil sis)

One thing is..what really make him to do this???God know...Maybe he also got another plan?(Guess i think too much le >.<)Or maybe..he know that im seriousy angry this time?Yes i am..but i wonder how he notice that?(normally i pretended to be angry with them but within 1 or 2 mins..i'll be the one to talk to them 1st..so he use a bit brain juice thn can know what's on my mind le..)Not bad..not bad..(nod-ing head)

WHo cares?as long as i can have my peace moment of using hp back..nth is more important than this~..haha..

Sad to say..i still got a bad premonition bout this case leh..how come suddenly so so nice??sth fishy is goin on..(think, think, think..like that no need sleep liao o?)e..duno la..live one day count one day la..i cant predict what will happened tomorrow also...waste my time and brain juice =.=''')



HAVE A NICE DAY GUYS~

Continue~

hm...ytd i wrote tat im gonna quit frm using hp...thn wan complain to dad ma..now my plan seems working well ^^ cuz..ytd still got round RM38.xx in d phone..thn juz now i cheack agn n..RM30.xx left...i rmb tat i oni sent 1 msg..tis means..he used at least RM8 today...gosh!he use $$ is same as d speed i eat choc..LOL..anyway..tis is a good sign..tat i can report to my dad ASAP bout his "GOOD" attitude..

but..thr's sth he did tat really make me !!!! juz now jm sms me ma..thn i was having nap tat time..too tired since i slp vry vry late at d nite b4...he opened all my msgs..n nvr tell me tat my fren sms me..until i on my msn n jm ask me bout her sms..i was kinda blur..(baru bangun)keke..thn i ask my bro he oni say got msg frm my fren..he hand me d phone..(reluctantly)n drop by few words to me..he said"tis one is no longer ur hp n u better DONT touch it.."i was like..F!!hell u..talk to me tis way?!

haiz..dont wan talk bout him le..see hw he EAT those prepaid $$..d faster d better..i wan tat sim card bck..the temperature is killing..yet my hp is freezed!!!sob sob =(

Hp is really troublesome =.=

haiz..since my dad bought new hp 4 me..things r getting worst n worst..y ppl always like to raid my things frm me?i nvr offended any1 ar..really sux lor..those kind of ppl really is sampah keluarga =P

fine~fine~4get bout it..since he wan to use hp sooooo much..let him go la..i'll complain to my dad if i can find any gd opportunity..hell u!!!

since i said..hp is troublesome..guess im gonna stop using hp untillll d day my dad stop him frm using hp o he buy a new sim card 4 me..otherwise..dont ever try to find me whn im out..(yeah~free!)cuz sure fail..hehe..will freeze my new hp for N secs/mins/hrs/days/weeks/months/yrs???!!!idk >.<

no points fight wif a baka 4 a hp lor..waste my strength n time..slp oso got chance to hav sweet dream leh..if i fight wif him agn..ltr my parents tot im getting obsessed wif tat hp..tis is really bad >.< im not obsessed..juz wanna fight for my right!my belongings leh..like tat u better go rob lor..

so guys..nth important dont find me..got prob can call my hs...99.99% i'll be at home(unless my mood is bad n feeling like to ran away frm my hs..thn u really suay lor XD)if not..juz leave any annoying msg in msn oso can la..mai sms nor call my hp liao..

ok la..wish u all hav a nice day..dont live a sux life as me..n hope my dad will screw him ASAP!sms gf wor..muz report to dad le..keke..am i evil?yes?good thn..practising how to become an evil minded ppl..if not ltr ppl will climb over my head n get control of me..(xian xia shou wei qiang..)wakkaka

fed out of getting bullied everyday~im da jie summor leh...whr's my air muka??nid help find me la..whn dint need me pissed me off?!!!being a samaritan is a bad thing..no wonder mor n mor crime occured in tis world...those criminals are really brilliant ^o^(salute them)LOL

Sad..

Ello????any1 thr?im really down la..haiz..sms u all oso nvr reply me..summor dint on9 4 soooooooooo long..owei..share my prob wif me la..wan cry le la T_T so stress now..shd't come home..regret but nasi sudah jadi bubur..wat to do..all i can do is tahan till july...wahseh..still so long to go eh..mayb u guys are bz wif furthering studies..well im sry if i really disturbed u guys..but..ppl really SAD ar...

anyway.hope u guys can get d courses n college/U u wan..cya round >.<