STRESS!!

Oh gosh...I started to love blogging...haha

Hm...I still remember when I was in Form 4...I have an ambition...that's to study hard and AIM for the JPA's scholarship...Cuz Teacher Lucy loves to share with us about scholarship...and 1 more thing is...I only know JPA's schorlarship that time...feeling like without that scholarship I'll have no future...(guess Lucy influenced us already...always talking about that scholarship)Hehe...now I think again feeling that I'm so dumb that time =.=

Anyway..after I stepped into Form 5...Feeling to give up my target (aiming for JPA's scholarship) cuz my result in exams are SUX *sigh* I'll be glad as long as I dint fail any paper..haha..No longer..really forget about JPA's scholarship..TOTALLY

Not until the day I get my SPM result...Then someone ( I forget who is it) remind me about that scholarship...Well..I guess its ok for me to apply for it...cuz I thought is only matter about filling in the application form...Yeah~but...this show haven start...My nightmare started when I know there's an interview to be held...1st thing come to my mind is..WTF?!Then with those complicated questions and stupid manners and outfits to be obeyed...wakao..HEADACHE

I'm feeling worry and nervous..very very...I listened to songs hoping that can relax myself...Listening now..haha...Just enjoying those songs...Suddenly a lots of flashbacks come to my mind...I really miss those schooldays..I mean my friends and their funny action...and sure with their words of comfort when I'm down...thanks guys^^
We always open concert in class...no matter the teachers are in or not..Just minding our own business...haha...Sing and share about those nice songs..COOL~then..if you're the fans at the moment...still can choose what song you would like to hear...really enjoy it~

Somemore..kind of stress now cuz my interview is on 2nd of April...Guess I'm in the last day ba...but still nervous...Haiz..really don't know what to prepare...Not really don't know la..AIya..this feeling is really difficult to describe...Wondering am I the only one who worry too much bout that coming interview?Hehe..hope not..

Now I'm listening songs to relax my mind...recall me to those days stressing before and during SPM...I have the same feling now..STRESS..lol

JM~if you read this...I really wanted to tell you that I'm missing you like mad!!!Others still ok since I got meet and chat with them...though its seldom but I don't think I've talk to you after the day we get our results to this day....T_T

Haiz...Everytime listening to songs sure will think about you de...Last time go K box sing also makes me miss you more and more!!Miss you and your singing especially FLH's songs..Muahaha..See ya around~

Updated once again after my 1st blog...hehe

Hi guys~
It was so long ago since my 1st post...
Anyway...I always feeling to update my blog when I'm busy(maybe cuz I can run away from updating it since I'm busy)*so evil thinking of me*hohoho
But...When I'm free..1st thing come to my mind is to play game(yeah~)though sometimes is kinda bored with tat game...

Hmm...dint update for so long le...I've got so so many stories to write at this moment...haha
K...let's start from 12th March 2009...
You all sure know how meaningful that day is it?
Well...the night before that day...really stressing like MAD!!
It's a good thing that I can sleep easily on that night...but...I've got nightmares!!SCARY enough...I've dream that number of A's I get is much much lesser than my trial result..PHEW,it's just a dream...LOL

On that morning...I dont feel like talking cuz I'm worrrying bout my result...which I can only pray that MIRACLE could happen on a stupid person as me T.T
JL,JM n pacat still tell me to go school earlier on that day for chatting purpose...WTF?!
I dont have the mood to talk eh...In the end...I reached school at 10a.m...(promised friends to arrive at 9.30a.m de)hehe..so so sorry to u guys >.< but I'm late on purpose..muahahaha...(what kind of friend is this?!)

Eeee...our school really got a bad timing...result is announced to be released at 10a.m...but..that time already 10a.m++ le..parents and students all shivering and sweating cuz of the fast pace of heartbeat + hot sun...

On our way to the hall...Sunddenly heard a malay voice shouting "Jia Li,Jia Li...Jia Li.."
I was thinking dint she know any malay in our school?weird...Am I jus heard that cuz I'm too nervous thinking of my result?Ilustion?eh...seems not...that voice is still encoring...So, I turned my head over..and..to my surprise...Its Kamaruddin calling her...(Not the name of road I stay at ar...Cikgu Kamaruddin la!!!)Sigh..
Then when he saw JL..."tahniah kamu dapat straight A1"...others( i mean JM,pacat and me)all invinsible le... T.T feeling so neglected...!@#$% *pian xin* hmp...

Sure la...people top student in school wor...others where got place to stand?...haiz..this world is damn realistic...(shake head)

Now!!!the main point is here...deng deng deng deng~~~
As I received my result from my ex-form teacher...I'm really cant hold myself and shout like people run out from Tanjung Rambutan...(hospital of mental sickness people)
After that...really shy cuz I acted like mad...dont care le =P I've got good result..You consider I'm mad also nevermind la...Dont jealous with my result yar...*smirk*..
So proud?!I'm joking de la..Not proud at all...this kind of result really made me headache...T.T

Strike A's...I only happy for that moment I get my result...After that...really regret for studying so hard for my SPM...(actually I dint really work hard...lazy also)result also only get my luck la + how government set the graph of grades...You guys should know right?...Sigh

Start from the next day...I was flooded with application formsss...All government college/U...OMG...Dont have the course I want leh...Then I'm kinda..bargaining with my parents...cuz really too many forms to fill in le..FAINT
Below was my conversations with my BELOVED parents~

DAD:Hey...your result so good..you can apply XXX,YYY,ZZZ and etc...
ME: ....So many ar?Eh?How come dont have the course I've interested in?Dont
want apply la...waste time..I also wont accept even if I get it...Give te chance to
others who really need it...Dont raid their opprtunity...
MUM:Huh?!Since when you become so kind hearted one?
ME :(thinking)"!@#$%"
DAD:Eh...you thought you apply sure get ar?!outside there so many ppl get better result
than you leh...
ME:(bluring)"WTF?!...just now say my result good...now?!"

In the end..I asked them a serious question...
ME: If..I mean IF...i get it is it really I;m going though I dint like that course offered?
DAD,MUM: .....(obviuosly speechless)

Haiz...So now..guys!If you all faced this type of problem...Will you still in LOVE with your strike A's result...for me..NO WAY!!

At last...I still fill in all those forms cuz I'm a good girl...muahahaha(vomit)

Well...few days ago...i cried cuz of those forms...They're even more than those homeworks I've got on school days leh...Then all so so complicated somemore...
That night...Janiz phoned me to tell me bout her problem de...but it ended up with me crying at the other side of the phone...LOL..always like to cry...hopeless!

After a long term of struggling~~~To this special day...24th March 2009!!
Finally all settled...OMG...I'm really on cloud nine...feel like flying cuz all burden suddenly gone!!gratz to myself...hahahahahaa

Then...this afternoon I have my lunch with pacat at MCD...I've hardly parked that HUGE car in the parking slot available...Then really enjoy with my lunch...but...things cant always go well...As we finish our meals...We headed to the place where I parked my car...

"!@#$%"cuz of 10minutes late...I get RM 40 compound from that F***ing police...Si a pek!!saman me =.= CURSED you...haiz..cant do anything also cuz its my fault...forget bout it since my dad said "nvm" as i called him on the spot...PHEW..thank god...

Good thing is...I dint scratched nor damage my dad's car...before I go out my mum told me to be careful while driving..(dont know that she's refering me to be careful with that car or myself...)Just use which-ever you think its more suit...hehe

Erm...I guess that's all bout my life story for this long period start from my 1st post...Maybe some of it I've totally forgotted bout it...Cuz everytime I sleep and wake up the next day...My mind is like...You take your computer to reformat...haha..but not all memory lost la..Important de is still here(in my mind)^^Included you guys!!

Always on my mind~love ya all...dont forget to miss me yar..LOL

ello^^ my 1st blog leh guys!!!i bet u guys cant figure out y i wanna make a bloggie...hehe*smirking*actually...cuz i miss d sch days...sob sob...no sch=no ppl 2 chat wif=no place 2 complain!!!WTF!hw can?!LOL

last nite...while i was slping in my warm cozy bed...i felt really over warm...zzz.mosquitoes beezing buzzing round my ears(can u imagine?)!@#$%when i wake up d clock is showing 2.57a.m...thn oni i realise thr's no electric..swt...d whole road is pitch dark...sob,i wan slp de leh...!@#$% so so hot without any fan o air cond u noe T_T

after tat i behtahan liao...wake my dad up..he said thr's no electricity since 1a.m.,my dad oso cant stand le so he call TNB...i tot he wan !@#$% de..but,juz call n report...*haiz(hao shi wang)

since im too tired..i went bck 2 bed agn...no longer feel asleep...still dammit hot!!!wake up agn lor...5.35a.m. !@# im thinking tat i was so lucky cuz i slp at 9.45p.m last nite...hohoho..my bro slp whn d electric stop(they watching tv)hehe..at least i enjoyed d air cond 4 few hrs^^

oh..finally 柳暗花明又一春...wakakaka...d electirc is finally bck..OMG so happy^^tat time is 5.42a.m.cont my slp..hehehe..can slp in peace le...*love*

可惜,好花不常开,好景不长在...suddenly ppl call n i hav 2 wake up at 10a.m ++ !@#$%

sob sob..end of my bed time...so i come 2 post blog here.haiz..

cant w8 4 bed time 2nite..hahah..pig lai de(yes i am)^^bless me 2 hav a sweet dream 2nite ==

LOVE u all^^

Oh ya...after tis incident oni i realise tat...if msia dont wana improve their service...will b SUX 4 eva!!!cursed u!!tmnet, tnb its d same!@#$%$%%@$&$%&@ wtf wawasan 2020..i guess wawasan 202020 oso bo jadi^^