As I Love..

I'm me,
I'll do whatever I like,
Thr's none of your bussiness!

You're you,
What you're doing now?
Who cares?!

Rules are rules,
but still,
I'm me.
Why shall I follow you?

Dont ever tell me sth I'd never be interested with,
I want the main idea of your speech,
I hate listening to craps,
Straight to the point!

**Going back to KT nxt week..*winks*

A Special Weekend

Hello everyone!

Last weekend was the best day I've ever experienced since I came to KL..

Guess why?Hehe...

First and for all, I met my very best and dear friend, Pacat a.k.a Chiou Yen! We went to Mid Valley and have a truly great time there. We "lepak" in the mall, she bought many clothes (only 2 la),and surely what we wont miss:FOOD! We ate claypot rice and noodless, ice cream, cheese-cake, roti-boy, egg tarts..*yummy-yummy* Seriously, I dint eat that many since the day I was here..syok!

Besides, pacat treated me that piece of cheese-cake for replacement of my birthday cake.I love you pacat! Thanks!

That night, my brother brought me to cyber cafe and finally I got the chance to online..*I'm lovin it* For sure, I wont miss my beloved game~MapleStory! Well, I dint got a chance to play long but it is really, for the phrase I use very often, half loaf of bread is better than none.

On the Sunday night, we bought durians and of course, I ate a lots!

Last but not least, thank you for all who made my previous weekend meaningful. Love ya all!

Pai-sehnya...

Hi all!Now blogging at the computer center in my college.I dont have much things to say.Life is as hateful as normal.If really want me to post about my life,it'll be a copy and paste post from my previous post.Haha.

In the beginning I found that it's quite comfortable living in my luxurious student house, but things dosen't seems to last long.I started to miss my house, mum and dad's cook(I din't regret for NEVER giving any complain about their cook, such as cakes, breads, rice and everything!)

Every night, I hardly fall into sleep just thinking about those mouth-watering foods and dishes.So, I phoned my mum last night, asking her opinion about my plan for homecoming.Actually I've predicted those answers from her, and surely, I scored 100/100 for that.How I wish I could be such success in my test.Sweat!And so the following was our chat:

ME:Hey mum!If I'm planning to back to Terengganu next weekend, should I take a flight or bus?(ask on purpose, maybe she'll pity me then willing to buy plane ticket for me.*Smirk*)

MUM:Huh?!If plane you have to book earlier in order to get cheap tickets.If you take bus then it'll certainly be a long-ride.

ME:Ya lor..(thinking..she's definately thinking what I'm thinking =P)

MUM:Why you want to come home suddenly?

ME:Weekend ma..(sounds selamba)

MUM:So you got holiday yea?

ME:(continue to be selamba) No ar..just weekend..

MUM:Who are you coming home with?

ME:Alone lo..Who else can I bring?(boyfriend meh?!@#$)

MUM:Then why you want to come back?It'll be kind of rush then..

ME:(Oi!stop asking nonsense leh)Nevermind if rush, I've prepare to rush here and there.

MUM:So you are coming back for?

ME:(really want me to be straight-forward meh..)I want to go back and EAT!

MUM:(big laugh, she'll surely get chocked if she's eating.Continue to laugh......)

ME:(Cham!I just dropped my own reputation!Don't care already, I'll do as I said if I'm home!So damn shy..Guess my face turned blushy that time..)

Luckily, my brother calling at the same time and I quickly ended our conversation XD*phew*

Before I ended my post, I would like to wish JJ an early Happy Birthday!Enjoy your outing with your friends tomorrow and sorry for I won't be joining.Hehe

TC everyone.

>.<

Hi all..it has been a long long time ago that I dint update my blog..Hee..sorry to those who visit my blog frequently..

Anyway..I'm doing OK so far but i miss my friends and family badly =(

You guys are welcomed to call or sms me whenever you're free or IF you miss me as I do..Haha

I got many things to say but it is all about complaining..So i guess I'd better sum up all of that into a sentence..That is..I MISS YOU GUYS!!!

One more thing is..I wish to have a birthday cake for my 18th birthday but it never comes true..Maybe its not that important to some of you but this is my very 1st birthday without a birthday cake!I really mind about this to this day..Am I too obsessed with the cake?Well this will certainly be a big regret in my life..I dont care what you think about this..This is my blog and I'll write whatever I love!

P.S "anyone would like to replace a birthday cake for my 18th birthday?" *sad-ing*

Till then..pen off..see you guys around and wish you all the best in life!And...have a cake for your next or coming birthday..




With lots of love,by lukluk

I will always love you!

Countdown-ing to the day I'm going to KL..As the "big" day comes nearer..I got more and more blanked..

Having a nice and sweet outing with them yesterday, time flew really fast and we chat about lots of craps!Story from the past, present and future, until we started to gossip bout people including those who I don't even know who are they..LOL

Love you all, sincerely and I swear for the sake of god that "I love you"..Never forget those memories that we passed through together, now and always..

Friendships are eternal..Never let anyone down because when the heart starts to freeze, it breaks easily..There's for no reason a little misunderstanding will ended up a friendship..Everything is about tolerate!

No matter how frequent we meet, or how seldom we talk to each other, everyone will be here, deep inside my heart, a small yet warm corner, that will never be replaced by any other things..

I LOVE EVERY SINGLE OF MY FRIENDS

SINCE YESTERDAY

TO THIS DAY

AND TILL TOMORROW...

Opss!

Aloha!~I'm goin KBU le...dont really know how am I feeling..happy?sad?excited?..Nahh,duno means duno..

Yerrrr..So many of u goin UITM,KYUEM n bla bla bla..I solo thr..haha...lol..

By the way..anyone in KL rmb to ajak mie out ar..In case my public relation is sux thr..die gao gao ltr...Haha..

Most important thing now is..MEDICAL CHECK UP!omg...nid blood test.. >.< t =".=">

HELP!!!

....sincerely hope tat I can hold my tears for tmr... ... ... ...[speechless][hopeless][moodless](forget bout it)..still hav to do it no matter how much I'm scared or phobia of it >.<

Well,I guess I really hav to overcome tis one..No mood to talk much le..Save energy for tmr!

Ciaoz..c ya round and take care ^.^V

!!!

A choo!!

Wahlau..so dusty here..hahaha..I'm bored but dont hav mood for blogging..

Nth to write here..cuz really boring..no life..no story..Oni one word to describe my life SIENZ!

sigh...sigh..sigh...

Sigh~

Yesterday...Erm...Noon de story ady posted...Now I want to tell story happened at night...Aiz...Really suay lar...

My mum..dont know why...tiba-tiba holiday..I say that cuz she dint cook dinner..LOL..Then she went to eat dinner outside..With my dad and sis..but never buy for me..Maybe cuz I dint ask la..Anyhow lor..

Then 10pm I went to fetch my bro from tuition..As I sit into the car..Rain started to fall..!@# I thought it wont last long..Then also nice experience la..1st time I drive in rainy day ma..Hehe..Who knows...It continue to rain..Heavily..Until I cant even see the road clearly..Gosh,scary!Even my bro also ask me:"Jie,you can see the road ar?" =.= One more disadvantage is I cant speed up..Keke..Road slippery..Later I lost control..

When I reached Air Jernih there..A Wira..Dark blue..Stupid driver really...dont know boy or gal..Well, that time I was driving on my lane..but then that car suddenly like trying to drive to my lane..Or maybe he/she dint control the stereng well..That time the car can say to be at beside me..by the other lane..Then he/she trying to cut into my lane or what?No signal at all..Tiba-tiba..So so close..Luckily I break lor..If not..sure gesek tio..Want me heart attack ar?I really thought that car gesek-ed my car..HORIBBLE!!Fortunately not..phew..

Somemore that line in the middle of both lane..Is thicker than usual one..You guys drive there before than will know..cuz before that the road is two way run ma..got road divider..now become one way le..So the line is drew same wide as the road divider..Like that you also can drive into other lane?!Stupid!!!

Anyway..I was kind of happy?Cuz I finally meet some driver more stupid than mieeee...muahahahahaha..Am I trying to comfort myself?[swt]

At the beginning I planned to go eat roti canai as dinner with my bro de..Then it rain heavily so sudden..In the end I balik rumah cook maggie..zzzz..Half loaf of bread is better than none la..forget bout it...tonight eat more la..ganti back..wakakaka

Elo Elo...

Sigh..these few days I'm kind of tired...Maybe cuz I wake up in morning...[My normal time is noon]..Keke..

This morning..11am..Janiz phone me while I was sleeping...Then my sleepy voice made her realised that she had disturbed me..Haha..Or maybe not?Actually not disturb la..but then after the call I cant sleep le..So wake up lor..Just consider as a morning call?At 11am??OMG...Nvm la...I know she call me cuz she's bored..Waiting to take her IC alone wor..Anyway I'm also happy to chat with her..though my eyes cant really open..Since its just a call..I only have to open my mouth..Hehe..

Then we went out at noon?evening?3pm is what time?I dont know...ps..Haiz..In beginning she's the one who suggest for an outgoing..In the end I've became the organiser =.=''' Then driver..Haha..worth also since got somebody praise my driving skill *smirk*

One more thing...IMPORTANT one...My found out that people always type my name as "Xin Jing"...Its a big big BIG mistake!!!My name is "Xing Jing"!!!!Since small till now I graduated!!Sigh..If dont know ask la..If feel shy then juz write Iguana or lukluk o whatever la..sigh..Hate most people spelled my name wrongly..Bear on your mind yea guys~Hehe

Hmm..dont know why I dont feel like telling everything bout me right here anymore..So..signing off~

I'm Blur

Eh..what happened to me today ar?Everything I do and did..Really blur blur la..feeling dizzy now..

Guess I'm gonna fall sick soon..Maybe cuz today wake up too early dy..Need to go public library for dont know what de IQ test..Then this morning only I know that there's another interview to be attended...Sien ar!!!Well that scholarship is given A-level and medic..I cant find out which point I can or I could like both of that course..Worrying..Later interview they ask me why want to be a doctor...Should I tell them honestly?That I applied for these cuz being forced by my parents?This sounds a bit too...but I really cant think of anything nice to answer this question la..Last time I only not interested in medic..Now I started to hate it >.<

Haiz..cincai la..I'm not really worrying bout what woud be asked during that interview..If my answers sux then lagi bagus o..No need to go le..Muahehehe..One thing is..is people there so hardworking or never use their brain?My interview fall on 7/5[this coming Thursday]and the time is...5pm in the evening..zzzzzzz I thought gov workers 5pm off work then 4.30pm already on their way home?Anyway..That time is really sux la..

Ok..sad story ended..Now talk bout my outgoing last night..Yesterday I suddenly think bout Su Hwee..How come so long she dint call me and ask me to go "hui suo"?Then that noon..she on msn and ajak me go "hui suo"Hehe..cool..Round 6pm she phoned me and tell me she'll be arrived at my house in 10more minutes..Hoho..kind of excited since I never go out for a period dy..

After that we ate "bak kuh teh"Hehe..Rainy day..warm~Then we headed to "hui suo"..Those newbie..haiz[shake head lar]Anyway..I enjoy my time with Su Hwee and Yin Si there..Miss them so much..Haha..Then hor..Yin Si's head accidentally knocked to the edge of table.."ouch"This sound come out from me at the 1st place before she's willing to give out any respond..Seriously I can feel her pain..Its really sakit tau?Dont trust me?Go try bang one time..Haha..

10pm++ they finished practice..Then we went to eat "lok lok"Cool..KT de "lok lok"?like that lor..Taste not bad..Haha..Hey guys..Next time got chance we go together yea? T_T Jl..I wanted to go with you..Why you going study so fast???I'll misssssssssssssssssss you..PROMISED^^

Sad life...

Recently I've discover a new way to spend my super extra time in life..SLEEP!!Then Janiz also got tell me sleep do help in diet *smirk* One stone two bird..not bad..not bad..

So far..my record is to sleep from 6pm to 1pm the next day..then yesterday I sleep from 2am-3pm..[my dad wake me up de..if not duno what time will wake..keke]but hor..I found out few disadvantages bout this plan la...

1st:Yesterday I wake up 3pm and till 2am in the night..My eyes were still big and sparkling..Energytic..Thought can play game de..Sigh..dont want to mention bout that again..later my tears will flow down...In the end I force myself to sleep..I struggled on my bed since 11pm..OMG..This is killing me..I on the radio..Fly fm..one song dont know repeat how many times in few hours...Sienz..If I'm not wrong..I only get into sleep round 3.30am..Sigh

2nd:Everytime I wake up late..Others will finish all foods available..No matter breakfast or lunch..[no wonder la..people say sleep can diet..cuz you lost your chance to eat.. =.=''']Then my breakfast for this morning = 1 piece of pancake left... T.T I can say to be lucky this time cuz at least there's some food left...Last friday I woke round 7pm after having nap..The kitchen is empty..That time my parents were out for dinner..thought they'll ta bao for me..[still purposely call them to remind..was starving that time]..Manatau they come back and tell me that the noodless stall dint open..ask me go that malay stall near my house buy myself..Then I really bo song dy..They got food to eat how come dont have place to ta bao?After that I ate the chee choeng fun in my house which they bought since morning..Haiz..Then, my bro go ta bao also never buy for me!![sleep la sleep..now eat urself lor..padan muka..]

In a nutshell..I dont think my sleep plan is working as well...but if I dont sleep..I'll play the role as a house maid..Still remember vividly..Last time..Everyone was at home..Then my dad call me and asked:"Why you never fold the clothes ar?"Holy ****..So many people at house..Why all me me me???Buy food never buy for me..go shopping also never bring me..Now deleted away my game le still me??! WTF...Fine..Who ask me to be born as gal..If son also wont life that kind of torturing life...I know that cuz I got kor kor..but born as a gal not my fault also ma ..T_T

Forget bout it la..A boy flowing the same blood with me studying in Taylor..and yet they forced me to apply what what what IPTA?metrix?yayasan?I sent so so many applications till they also blur which one is which one..Still tell me what his result not good..cannot apply gov de..Then I also get sux result lor..can?Result good only makes you all happy for saving $$,proud to be my parents..but do they ever think bout my feelings?Yea..I may seems happy too..That's just an appearance k?Dont be too innocent la...Actually since the day they ask me to study hard for gov scholarship..I really feeling like to give up everything I got that time..Why I need to suffer so hard studying those days?I suffer from last time till today..Any point for a good result?In the end I'm still suffering >.<

Then..I even realised that..I get the worst treat in this family..When my bro and sis done all wrong things..I'll get the blame..Cuz of them..I cant play game anymore..then nevermind..Still need to be their teacher, driver, and even maid..sometimes still talk to me with rude way[I mean mostly]..no manners..I wonder how their parents teach them?Hehe..dont know..ask my mum and dad la..Even when I get bullied by them..its still my fault..Whenever I complaint to my mum..she'll tell me that I dont have the model as an elder...I never try to earn their respect and etc..So lastly its still my fault..Now..I'll never complaint anything to them..Otherwise I'll get the blame again..*sob sob* Bout my dad..he never give any respond to me..Wooden block!

Haih..This song is best to describe my mood now..

Sorry..Blame it on me.. [Akon]
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done And things that have not occurred yet And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for I’m sorry for the times I left you home I was on the road and you were alone I’m sorry for the times that I had to go I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know That you were sitting home just wishing we Could go back to when it was just you and me I’m sorry for the times I would neglect I’m sorry for the times I disrespect I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done I’m sorry I’m not always there for my sons I’m sorry for the fact that Im not aware That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there Because I am in the streets like everyday Sorry for the things that I did not say Like how you are the best thing in my world And how Im so proud to call you my girl [Bridge] I understand that there are some problems And I am not too blind to know All the pain you kept inside you Even though you might not show If I cant apologize for being wrong Then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me [Chorus] You can put the blame on me [4x] Said you can put the blame on me [3x] You can put the blame on me Sorry for the things that he put you through And all the times you didn’t know what to do Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad And you would rather be home with all your kids As one big family with love and bliss And even though Pops treated us like kings He got a second wife and you didn’t agree He got up and left you there all alone I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief I’m sorry that your son was once a thief I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad I’m sorry your life turned out this way I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away [Bridge] I’m sorry that it took so long to see They were dead wrong trying to put it on me I’m sorry that it took so long to speak But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt For the embarrassment that she felt Just a little young girl trying to have fun Her daddy should never let her out that young I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down I hope they manage better next time around How was I to know she was underage In a 21 and older club they say Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame Verizon backed out disgracing my name I’m just a singer trying to entertain Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame Even though the blame’s on you [3x] I’ll take that blame from you And you can put that blame on me [2x] You can put that blame on me And you can put that blame on me

Phew~

I'm so stupid huh...Recently feeling weird bout my posting..Why all date written is different from the actual one..Then I check my settings..OMG..My time zone is wrongly set =.= but I've fixed it and now everything is back to normal..Hohoho..[swt]

Hmm..You guys think I should repair my comp or not?I eagerly wanted to play game..but kind of waste of $$ yea?Haiz..also don't know which shop to send that 3-inched dust comp to..Now play game also need to sneak here and there..like planning to carry out any plan that's against the law =.=''

Actually I'm here right now planning to play game using dad's laptop..Manatau..He deleted my game *cry* Oweiiiiiii...[bAnG WaLL] "ouch!pain!!" Sigh..Now sneak also cannot play game..go sleep better..but...I can't sleep now..Just wake up from my nap round 5hours from now..Still energytic...Really don't know what to do now la..[shake head]

So...Shakespear[s] "To repair or not to repair?" My dear comp..Miss you..Love you..RIP..I'll build a memorial pole for you..If I don't want to revive you..Haha..Then you just rest in peace for tempo before anyone answer my question ya...*muax*

Suddenly feel like I'm mad of that comp..or maybe I wanted to play game too much le?Anyway..even if that comp get repaired..I still have to sneak to play..If not later on will get nagged by parents..Seems not much different..but at least..I can copy pictures from my phone to comp..Receive any file from friends through msn..Chat with my kor kor using skype~Then mum also can chat through web-cam with my aunt...
P/S:Wah...I only realised that the comp is so so useful in my life huh...

One disadvantage if I send that comp to repair..Later my bro and sis everyday play game play game..When my parents are angry..I'm the one who get blamed..Sure ask me delete that game away..!@# They play scold them la..Nothing to do with me ma..Moreover, they're the one who get my addicted to that game..I'm not Akon and please dont put the blame on me kay?[Akon have a song which titled as "Blame it on me"]

Otherwise...I should keep it as secret between my parents and I that the comp is revived?Means..I can't open that comp during time they're at home..Wow..This will be a tough mission..Then what for I repair it?Sneak every morning of weekdays?I'll rather sleep till they back from school and wake me up..At least my heart won't beat at a fast pace every morning..Later get heart attack ar =.=''' I prefer to live a peaceful life..Hehe

JLJL~~My super evil plan advisor..Jkjk..I mean..my super great, creative and imaginative supervisor..Any comment on my plan?Before you go study..Save me for the last time can? T.T Or..lolipop got plan?Or any useful advise to this stupid, brainless and dumb gal?JM?

Fast fast reply me har..

T______T

Haizzzzzzzzzz...my mood now...difficult to describe..Seriously I don't know what's happening to me..since April..but now May le still the same..(I think worsen)

My privacy..sob sob..Now house comp spoilt le then fine lor~I camp in office pulok =.= Thought I can enjoy my PEACE~ moment..Siapa tau..my siblings also follow me to office...I work here susah susah trying to complete those **** reports..They're sitting opposite of me..Watching crayon shin chan through youtube.T_T
1st: I also want to watch arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...
2nd:They open the volume loud loud..distrupted my mood to work..
3rd:Still on the air cond even its a rainy day..trying to murder me?
4th:They are irritating enough yet still sitting in front of me...
5th:I work so hard here you enjoying your life there?WTH...
6th:I hate kids cuz of their presence in this world..but what can I do?
7th:I feel like to stay away from them..sick already still want come near me..Shoo~!

Another thing is...I love to bring my dad's laptop to play game in my room during mid mid night...Then the next day always lazy to bring it down again..and my bro discover it..so..he likes to get into my room for gaming purpose..lie on my bed..hugging my dearest thing in this world[my pillow]LOL..Last but not least..he bring those flu and cough viruses into my room...ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...I dont want to fall sick >.<

So yesterday I found out he's in my room..playing game..then I get angry and chase him out from my room..After he gone..I was like "phew"...then few mins after that..I walked upstairs and saw another bro in my room..!!! =.=''' This time that laptop I already bring it down..but he lie on my bed reading story book T_T Hellllllllllllllllllllllllll..my pillow T.T my bed T.T *cry*

Then just now after back from the church...They repeat the same thing...Actually I want bring the laptop down but I'm kinda late since he's already in my room when I go upstairs..!@# After that I saw my younger bro go up..so i follow him quietly..He went to my room..sit on my pilloww!!!!!! That time I really behtahan already..So I shout to him with a rude way..but he also no respond de...swt..He get out of my room..then drop out few words to me "Fat la you" ceh~say lor..I never say I'm thin also..wait next time when he urgently want me to send him to anywhere..I baru man man count with him..will remember this ==*

Haiz...about 1 hour ago..my parents ask me to hang the washing..before that my sis wash her shoes and hang it outside..Don't know that she's skilless or what..All water dripped to the floor..Then when I'm hanging those clothes..I feel extremely uncomfortable stepping on those water..yucks..Then...then...and then I merajuk on the spot..(really swt lor..so big gal liao..dont care..my mood already bad in ori)Well..my mum was there and she looked at me with a weird way..I don't know how to describe it..Mayb she's like "OMG..mad?"Haha..In the end my sis go and wipe off the water..hehe*victory*

Sigh..That's why I said..I'm bored till can cry anytime...So PLEASE don't tease/bully me..later I cry then really susah la..

P/S: bout that water dripped on the floor..My tears almost come out dy...Shh..keep this as a secret yea..

*writing bout my shameful story here..feeling like to drop my own water face..anything la..you guys enjoy reading it then ok le..Haha..touching huh?So useless ar me..sikit-sikit mau nangis dah..sigh..

Bullies!!

Oweiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...Am I look like anyone who is nice to be bullied?T_T

Why everyone like to bully me de????sigh...Just now got strong passionate to update blog de...but now...I know I like to talk nonsense..Well I'm sorry if I've bother you watching movie/drama/doing whatever things..Then I really think its better for you to ask me keep my mouth shut better than treat me in a cool way lor...

GLOBAL WARMING IS GETTING MORE AND MORE SERIOUS...
EARTH'S TEMPERATURE IS RISING HIGHER AND HIGHER...
BUT ONE THING I REALISED...
HUMAN'S HEART IS BECOMING COLDER AND COLDER...
How come ar??Anyone have the answer for my question?[bluR]


Haiz...forget about that one...

Main point is...I'm already bored till feel like crying anytime liao...You guys still like to tease me and pour cold water on me...I know the weather is hot..but even if you pour cold water on me...will only makes my heart colder...It dosent makes sense in chilling kay?*sad*

Maybe I seems nice to be bullied...but...We cant conclude one thing through the appearance...as what I wrote in msn"I'm a good gal..this is just an appearance"MEANING: Don't judge me through my face~"You'll pay for bullying me..Muahahaha...

SWT huh?How come I write this kind of things ar?sigh..hao ren nan zuo ar...hai shi zuo huai ren bi jiao hao ^^

Guess its enough nonsense(+ing) here...Hehe, for those who read this post till the end also nonsense lor...If not why you want to read all of it?Keke...

Stories time =)

Wow...seems like I never update my blog for few days ler...So happy finally I got the chance to do so ***love*** but 1 thing sad is...I guess the period I dint play game is longer than the time I dint update my blog..sigh =.='''(janiz oso said its a miracle leh..sssssoooooooooo sad ar..)

NO GAME=NO LIFE (I sincerely cursed the one who spoilt the comp..amen..hope its not me XD)

Well..no game..but got driving license and car~yet its still the same thing..

GOT CAR, GOT LICENSE, GOT TIME...but NO DESTINATION...sigh.............................................

I'm already bored till..the way I talk also changed..change to a boring way of talking and communicating...


Since the day SPM is over...I become someone like volunteer?charity?House maid la..office clerk..never receive any cent from my employer(the truth is they're my parents..haha)but then...till yesterday..I've discover a new career for me! o.O This job not bad la..can travel everywhere..same,no salary..I've become a part time driver..Hm..why I declare myself as PART TIME driver?cuz I"m not a full time driver...hahahaha...(lame+ing)I'm not gonna wake myself up just to send them to school every morning >.<>

Especially when you meet some driver those who look down of newbies...trying to act yeng de type..Padahal already warga emas liao...still want to show off..really behtahan lor...car small want fight with big car?Hmp!this type of human(i dont think they're human)never measure their own shirt huh...Mau cari pasal?!Or maybe..they're blind enough cuz they cant see the P sticker on your car?Or...the're jealous cuz your car is much more bigger in size compared to theirs?Maybe...the car plat on your car is a number he/she failed to tender before?Haha..

Why I comment so much about those drivers har?For more info pls call Janiz..haha..I dont want to mention about it again..Pacat a.k.a Cy also know la..go go ask..both of them are extremely freeeee to answer your questions..HEHE


Er..what else to write har?Let me see...what ar??Oh yea~GLOBAL WARMING!!!this issue...already become a common topic in my chat..boring?Dont think so..If you dont like to hear..I still wanted to say it..Keke..Recently weather is really hottt ar...except for today..windy~nice~yeah!!!~Then..I found out my bro...back from school..bathe...never take lunch..then headed straight to office..want open youtube watch crayon shin chan..then, one thing I really cannot accept is..he on the air cond!!!got fan ma...You think hot day on air cond then all problems will be solved huh?!Simple minded..or i can say he never use brain to think...If he on the air cond..his "hot" problem might be solved..for tempo..after that..the earth temperature will rise higher and higher!!!that time..you migrate to north/south pole also cant help to chill~~~Pakai otak sikit la uncle =.=''' (shake head)

Yesterday, my mum told me that she have to pay RM6000++ for electric fee this month..like I'm the one who waste electric..*bo song+ing* Elloooo..this month I stayed in KL for 1week ++ ..dont ever try to pull me into the pool of sin kayz?I think this problem occurs cuz of my siblings la..they come home want do homework on air cond..then do till night wan sleep on air cond again..!!!!then I'm sure the air cond in my ex-room only off when they wake up..7++am liao..normally I set it auto off on 5am de..mor 2hrs per day..count yourself..

My new room..no air cond..nyamuk banyak daooooo...sob sob..After that, I found a new idea to comfort myself..At least I can help to reduce global warming..*proud* muahahahahaha(like the story about a fox and grapes..)Anyway, long term sleeping in air cond room is bad for health..and, I need to practise myself not to used with air cond..cuz, if next time I go study no air cond ma can cry liao?!Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..I cant imagine that >.<

Last but not least...PLEASE do your part to save the environment..I sincerely hope that the weather will be as nice and as lovely as today~~~hehe

The End...

Hmmm..my story..guess today will be the last episode le..keke..reason ar?

DENG...



DENG...



DENG...



DENG!!!


Honestly and seriously...i also dont know what's happening...feeling pissed?sorry la..really duno ma..

Anyway..this morning my bro is trying to talk to me and i was ignoring him..this phenomenon is adready continue for quite few days..hehe..i nvr talk to him since that day we quarrel..WOW..so rare i can stop talking for a period huh...DONT look at me that way..i know im 38 de..keke

Then he's like trying to talk to me...Finally, he get a chance and he told me that he wont be using that hp agn..*winks*I was like stunned u know..suddenly so nice to me..sure got sth wrong some where..dont care la..since he ady promised me and we still made finger promise..I dont really trust hm though..but still..OK la..i accept his offer..muahahaha(evil sis)

One thing is..what really make him to do this???God know...Maybe he also got another plan?(Guess i think too much le >.<)Or maybe..he know that im seriousy angry this time?Yes i am..but i wonder how he notice that?(normally i pretended to be angry with them but within 1 or 2 mins..i'll be the one to talk to them 1st..so he use a bit brain juice thn can know what's on my mind le..)Not bad..not bad..(nod-ing head)

WHo cares?as long as i can have my peace moment of using hp back..nth is more important than this~..haha..

Sad to say..i still got a bad premonition bout this case leh..how come suddenly so so nice??sth fishy is goin on..(think, think, think..like that no need sleep liao o?)e..duno la..live one day count one day la..i cant predict what will happened tomorrow also...waste my time and brain juice =.=''')



HAVE A NICE DAY GUYS~

Continue~

hm...ytd i wrote tat im gonna quit frm using hp...thn wan complain to dad ma..now my plan seems working well ^^ cuz..ytd still got round RM38.xx in d phone..thn juz now i cheack agn n..RM30.xx left...i rmb tat i oni sent 1 msg..tis means..he used at least RM8 today...gosh!he use $$ is same as d speed i eat choc..LOL..anyway..tis is a good sign..tat i can report to my dad ASAP bout his "GOOD" attitude..

but..thr's sth he did tat really make me !!!! juz now jm sms me ma..thn i was having nap tat time..too tired since i slp vry vry late at d nite b4...he opened all my msgs..n nvr tell me tat my fren sms me..until i on my msn n jm ask me bout her sms..i was kinda blur..(baru bangun)keke..thn i ask my bro he oni say got msg frm my fren..he hand me d phone..(reluctantly)n drop by few words to me..he said"tis one is no longer ur hp n u better DONT touch it.."i was like..F!!hell u..talk to me tis way?!

haiz..dont wan talk bout him le..see hw he EAT those prepaid $$..d faster d better..i wan tat sim card bck..the temperature is killing..yet my hp is freezed!!!sob sob =(

Hp is really troublesome =.=

haiz..since my dad bought new hp 4 me..things r getting worst n worst..y ppl always like to raid my things frm me?i nvr offended any1 ar..really sux lor..those kind of ppl really is sampah keluarga =P

fine~fine~4get bout it..since he wan to use hp sooooo much..let him go la..i'll complain to my dad if i can find any gd opportunity..hell u!!!

since i said..hp is troublesome..guess im gonna stop using hp untillll d day my dad stop him frm using hp o he buy a new sim card 4 me..otherwise..dont ever try to find me whn im out..(yeah~free!)cuz sure fail..hehe..will freeze my new hp for N secs/mins/hrs/days/weeks/months/yrs???!!!idk >.<

no points fight wif a baka 4 a hp lor..waste my strength n time..slp oso got chance to hav sweet dream leh..if i fight wif him agn..ltr my parents tot im getting obsessed wif tat hp..tis is really bad >.< im not obsessed..juz wanna fight for my right!my belongings leh..like tat u better go rob lor..

so guys..nth important dont find me..got prob can call my hs...99.99% i'll be at home(unless my mood is bad n feeling like to ran away frm my hs..thn u really suay lor XD)if not..juz leave any annoying msg in msn oso can la..mai sms nor call my hp liao..

ok la..wish u all hav a nice day..dont live a sux life as me..n hope my dad will screw him ASAP!sms gf wor..muz report to dad le..keke..am i evil?yes?good thn..practising how to become an evil minded ppl..if not ltr ppl will climb over my head n get control of me..(xian xia shou wei qiang..)wakkaka

fed out of getting bullied everyday~im da jie summor leh...whr's my air muka??nid help find me la..whn dint need me pissed me off?!!!being a samaritan is a bad thing..no wonder mor n mor crime occured in tis world...those criminals are really brilliant ^o^(salute them)LOL

Sad..

Ello????any1 thr?im really down la..haiz..sms u all oso nvr reply me..summor dint on9 4 soooooooooo long..owei..share my prob wif me la..wan cry le la T_T so stress now..shd't come home..regret but nasi sudah jadi bubur..wat to do..all i can do is tahan till july...wahseh..still so long to go eh..mayb u guys are bz wif furthering studies..well im sry if i really disturbed u guys..but..ppl really SAD ar...

anyway.hope u guys can get d courses n college/U u wan..cya round >.<

T.T

SHYT!!!aiyo..how come recently so suay de arh?ytd i juz update my blog leh..thn 2day i found out some mistakes n try to edit them..manatau..now left oni half of my post..giv up le..those SUX things happened to me ytd oni janiz noe bout it..4 mor info..ask her la..if i talk bout it agn really can cry le..

ytd is a bad day..2day is a bad bad day..guess tmr will be bad bad bad day?!owh..wtf is goin on?e..no mood le la..my post..T_T..haiz..wan bang wall but pain eh >.<>

any idea to cheer myself up?dont tell me tat d world is wonderful..cuz i noe even so life is stillzzzzzz...haiz..fine fine..go slp mayb will make my mood better?yala.i slp day n nite..oni job tat i hate is available..slp is da besttt!! choice..(mayb its oni d choice i hav?!)

eee..duno la..tmr go sch..day after tmr go out wif janiz..hope my life will b mor interesting =.= any1 wanna quarrel wif me?vry long time dint cari pasal wif ppl liao..if got oso nice..i can explode..keke..but dont wan la..quarreling will oni worsen our relationship..aiz..

last but not least..i really believe tat IGNORANCE IS BLISS!~yeah..Chan teach de..hehe

bad day

jmjmjmjmjm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`im bck !!!miss me leh..hehe..i miss u too

haiyo..noe la.u 3 like to kap leng zai at sch..but i dont really think tat sch got leng zai lor..haha..im sry 4 not paying att to it while u guys kap+ing leng zai la..but REALLY got nth to see la..all muka tembok de..mayb cuz boy toilet dont hav mirror?!i duno o..nvr in b4 =P

Eeee..like tat la..ajak pacat mai ajak me T.T so pilih kasih ar u..although i seldom kap leng zai wif u oso no nid treat me tis way ma..haiz..jl..u..kap leng zai oso?!wahkao..HOT newzz!!our 2009 SPM top student is CHWS!!kap leng zai o!!!...(nth really special bout tis..normal 4 every1..juz tat im d lebih de lor..sigh)

OK la jm..i go KL oso stay at hs mor lo..even if go out oso nvr buy things..haiz..duno i'm thr 4 wat la..but i really enjoy my PEACE moment at KL thr..u noe my hs la..all kacau kacau de..now come home oso not used to it le >.<>.< gbu="god">.<>.<

MISS YOU GUYS~

hihi guys~dint update my blog for so long dy...im on holiday ma..o lazy lor..haha.actually nothing to write also..juz missing you guys since we dint meet for so long ler >.<

don't know when's going home...dont feel like to go home..haha..y?cuz i cant tahan sit in bus for 8hrs anymor!!!when coming adready feeling enough wif it..sigh..so anyone got any idea when should i go home???wait my mum ask me home?hehe..duno eh..or..anyone volunteer to come KL fetch me home??LOL..kind of impossible but i really hope can T.T

ok la..juz telling u guys im fine and good over here~cham le la..baru few days holidays miss you guys so much le..if next time go other place to study then how??!!

k la..will tell you guys when im back to home.haha..keep in touch~love you all ^o^

Prank Calls...

Haha...today is kind of bored...cuz that maple is dammit laggy...make me don't have mood to play =.= Then I remember about few weird and funny calls...One of it is my friends and I trying to fool somebody...Hehe ^o^

1st case:
This is my 1st time to receive this type of call...Actually I was trying to phone my friends...Then I accidentally press wrong ONE number...I've waited for so long but nobody answers...Thought what happening...Luckily that guy dint answer my call that time..If not...I really cant figure out where to hide my face le...Hm...wondering how I know that "he's" guy huh?Well..He do call back after that...but then when I realised I've got the wrong number...I still pretended don't know anything about the missed call just now >.<>

"s" will be the name of that guy...(stranger)Haha..and "m" for me~

s:嗨...刚刚有人找我,是吗?
m: ...(knowing its me) 哦...是吗?不知道啊...
s:那你问问看刚刚你家人有没有打来这号码...
m: (dam paiseh)应该...没有吧...我都没看见有人用电话...该不会是打错号码了吧?对!刚刚好像是我打的...现在确定了...对不起喔...拜拜
Before I was able to hung up that stupid call...He was like nervous and say...
s:等一下...打错号码无所谓啊...我们还是可以做个朋友...
m: (I'm dead)...我不想认识你...(straight forward enough...rude but that's the only sentence I can think of..Haha...I don't even know who you are...BAKA!!!)
s: (muka tembok+ing)不要这么凶嘛...叫什么名?
m: ...(behtahan le) 那你告诉我你几岁...
s: 23...
m: 我才15岁叻...(!@#$%)
This call happened few years ago le..Haha
s: (He really squeezing his brain hard!..I can heard he's talking to himself..counting?)15,16,17,18,19,20,21,22,23...才差8年啊...还好啦..嘻嘻
m: (*faint*These simple maths also have to count so long?I almost burst into laugh when he say that to me..Hahahahahaa)

Hm...that's all the important and funny things really happened..The rest I don't want to mention le..Pointless..still got few cases to share here XD

2nd case:
This case happened during SPM..That time you guys know la..STRESS like hell...I'm already in bad mood (feeling like wanted to fight with people...Don't ever try to make me angry at this mood..Hehe)well this call really help me to released more or less some stress..Hoho..poor guy..?!boy again...sigh..Things happened this way:He called to my mum's Hp and I answered it...For your info that number my mum using now belongs to my uncle..I also don't know why my dad wanted to let my mum use that number... =.=''' Acutually that call is to my uncle..but my dad's sur name and my uncle's sur name is the same ma...I realsed that but don't know what's on my mind...Maybe I'm just purposely cari pasal with him..Hehe

once again "s" stands for stupid for that guy*smirk*.."m" stands for me~

s:Hello may I speak to Mr.Tan(refering to my uncle)
m: What's your name?
s: RC...
m:I'm sorry but he's outstation(refering to my dad..Haha)
s: (getting angry)Hoi!you dont bluff me hor...I just saw him just now!
m: ...(bluring since I dont know he's refering to my uncle)
s: Har..Har...Gotcha le leh...(sounds proud..like I'm trying to bluff him and I failed..ceh)
m: (bo song)Oi..Oi..Oi!!!har what har?!Where you saw him?!Tell me..(jerk!!!)
s: (don't know that he's shock with my respond or wat...mute for a long time)
m: ( he mute I ma mute also lor..waiting for his answer ma..Hehe)

After that...Duuuuuuuuuuuuuu....Hung up le..Hoho..I won!!!RC = roasted chicken...Muahaha..Feels much more better after that ^o^

3rd case:
This call was made by my friends and I...Playing some prank on a "humsap"We was unsatisfied with how he treated my friend..and I'm the one who speak to him..Hohoho..My friend know that guy through those internet de >.<>

This time "h" for humsap and "m" for me..hehe

m: 嗨~你猜我是谁?(sounds happy) =.=
h: 呃...不知道..你告诉我好了...
m: 不要...你猜嘛...(eee..geli!)
h: 我真的不知道...(never guess before pun)我认识的人不多..(you know less people also cant guess who is it?!)
m: 呜~我喜欢你好久了...你竟然说不忍识我 (good acting skill leh..Hehe)
h: (seems nervous le..)你是 Z 吗?(Z refers to my friend)
m: 啊??Z 是谁?你女朋友吗?你有女朋友了?那没事了...(sounds so so despo...but you guys know how hard I'm trying to hold myself?my friends was laughing like mad there...Ar!!!stop laughing!!)
h: 不是啦...她是一个我很久很久很久以前认识的女孩子..现在她移民了...我和她
没在联络了...(kao!!!repeat 3times...not really long ago..at mostly only one month >.< my friend wanted to get rid of him cuz he's troublesome =.=''')
m: 真的吗?
h: 真的啦..我没骗你...

After that I'm trying to find for some reasons to hung up that call ASAP!Phew...Its over...then after our tuition ended...We plan for a next prank..Hehe..this time is PACAT~!we pretend to make a wrong call and unfortunately...He found out and ask us whether that phone is a public phone and whether we're the same person since juzt now...OMG..My friend was stunned but she pretended to stay calm..tell him that i don't know what you talking bout...She then tell him that she's sorry for wrong number and hung up the phone before he could say anything..Haha..Kind of adventurous...After that..we don't dare to call him again..hehe






~THE END~
*thx for reading it till the read..though its really loooonnnnnnnnnngggggggg..Hehe

Love this~

Ello all^^

Recently I'm watching "Hot Shot" and I really in love with one of the song in the drama..I'm here to introduce it to you guys..(I mean only for those interested..eg:JL..I'll remember you!!!)Lol..joking..joking..no offence to her..later get cursed..haha

Well..the name of the song is 幸福不灭 by 罗志祥...I don't really like him actually..I mean he's not handsome in my view..hehe..don't like the singer dosent mean i cant love his/her song is it?

The lyrics will be at below~

没原因就是喜欢你

在初次相遇有重逢的心情

深呼吸让心动隐形

完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气

等我等你放下你的犹豫

嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛

我会明白你做的决定

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

祝福不用回应

没原因就是喜欢你

就像海眷恋天空般的心情

你前进看着你背影

就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名

爱如果已没有我的空隙

嘿只要你可以永远开心

我会情愿渐渐被忘记

CauseIBelieve那幸福不灭的定律

在你手心会有谁给你的美丽

静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你

把祝福送给你

Oh;Ibelieve

CauseIbelieve

那幸福不灭的定律

你的手心不一定要由我握紧

就像恒星总会有发光的原因

OhIbelieve你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃

Wo~~

JM,JM,JM~~You go find this song then learn how to sing ar?Next week if we got go out we sing together yar?..Haha..38(sampat) =.= If I don't 38 you guys also won't know its me right?Hehe..JL ar..I don't want to force you to like this cuz I din't like your DBSK either..muahaha...

Okie~pen off..I mean..type off..haha..Leave only good comment if you got..otherwise..better keep quiet ^o^

Just came home ^o^

Muahahahahaha~I'm just back from my JPA's interview...Feeling so lucky cuz I'm the 1st group in that slot ^^

The whole interview process last for almost an hour...but I din't really notice that time pass that fast!When I see my watch..there's only 10minutes left to one hour...COOL

Actually I'm shivering for the whole interview process..Haha..Especially when people's talking then suddenly they like blank out...and its totally in SILENT mode that time..My heart beating dam fast that time..worrying will I'll be the same with them...Always think by the negative side =.=

Luckily...my group was asked about landslide...They wanted us to give reasons contributed to above cases...Well..I'm number 3 in 5 peoples there..Kind of lucky since I got some points to steal *smirk*Then when its my turn...I'm the only one who chose architecture..then they ask me what will I do if I am ordered to build houses o buildings at highlands..I ma tell them lor..Make land survey..soil's quality..landslide record nearby...Just squeeze out everything I can think at that moment ( the way I talked is like professional..hoho..jkjk)

After that..one of the interviewer asked me whether I'll buy a house at highland..I answer him that if I really desperate to do so..I will..He ask me futher whether how to avoid landslide if I live at highland..Then I tell him I'll plant tress ,plants ,and grasses so that there's something to grip the soil >.< He continue asking...you think you can prevent landslide by just doing those?I tell him..At least I've done my part...haha(kinda rude way to answer but is there any other better answer than this?)

He's like bo song le..(in my view)Continue asking me deeper questions..he said..but I see those flat happen landsoil also got trees and plants around ar?I tell him that maybe those tree are too young and their roots are not strong enough to hold the soil...He asked me again..but I remember Ampang there also got a big old tree ar..how come landslide still can happen?This time is my turn bo song liao..I pretended to be thinking..Then I said "Hm...I don't think one tree can support the whole land o.O"(in my mind...cant you use your brain?!)Haha..so evil of me

After discussing about landslide...Another topic is given.."Do you agree with that Malaysians are choosy with their occupation?"Then that Singh guy called my name cuz he want me to be the 1st one to answer...maybe he also bo song cuz cant ban my speech or maybe he's already impressive with me?(Maybe he got sot by my beauty..muahahah..this is kind of impposible >.<)anything..I'm the 1st to answer and I give out lots of nonsense point...Even our Mydin mall also in my topic..wakakaka..I tell them that its not an excuse that amount of Terengganu's people is not enough to afford the employees demand..just that they are over choosy in their career...and bla bla bla..cant really remember all..hehe..My best and only strength point--- to ban people's speech..hohoho*proud*(actually I'm really relieved beyond believed cuz I know about the topic asked)

GOsh..still wearing baju kurung now =.=
Oh ya..someone sure waiting for me to talk about her..JANIZ!!!!thx for your transport there..hehe..feeling kinda guilty cuz like dumped you there..but I don't want to wait till you finish ar..sooooo long to go..Just wanted to say..thx and sry..love you^^

Blur blur~

Yo~I'm preparing for my JPA's interview tomorrow...

In the beginning, I was kinda worry when I know they may ask questions in english...Almost drive me crazy since my english is SUX..haha..and I was like mad searching for information about my course in english..

After some times...I realised something...I miss those information in malays!!!Gosh...Now I hope they'll ask me in english pulok..haha

Anyway...I don't want to think too much le..Got it or not..Its fated (bluffing myself..actually its up to your presentation) XD Just planning to finsh my drama straight after the interview..already imagining myself sitting there relax and enjoy my drama..haha..I always do that during exam =P

This is how pros always do..wakaka..No la..I'm joking..Just trying to run from reality =.= BAD example..don't copy cuz its copyrighted by Iguana...hehe..except if you're prepare to pay for the tax*smirk*

WISH MYSELF THE BEST FOR TOMORROW~at least won't get blank when I am being questioned...

STRESS!!

Oh gosh...I started to love blogging...haha

Hm...I still remember when I was in Form 4...I have an ambition...that's to study hard and AIM for the JPA's scholarship...Cuz Teacher Lucy loves to share with us about scholarship...and 1 more thing is...I only know JPA's schorlarship that time...feeling like without that scholarship I'll have no future...(guess Lucy influenced us already...always talking about that scholarship)Hehe...now I think again feeling that I'm so dumb that time =.=

Anyway..after I stepped into Form 5...Feeling to give up my target (aiming for JPA's scholarship) cuz my result in exams are SUX *sigh* I'll be glad as long as I dint fail any paper..haha..No longer..really forget about JPA's scholarship..TOTALLY

Not until the day I get my SPM result...Then someone ( I forget who is it) remind me about that scholarship...Well..I guess its ok for me to apply for it...cuz I thought is only matter about filling in the application form...Yeah~but...this show haven start...My nightmare started when I know there's an interview to be held...1st thing come to my mind is..WTF?!Then with those complicated questions and stupid manners and outfits to be obeyed...wakao..HEADACHE

I'm feeling worry and nervous..very very...I listened to songs hoping that can relax myself...Listening now..haha...Just enjoying those songs...Suddenly a lots of flashbacks come to my mind...I really miss those schooldays..I mean my friends and their funny action...and sure with their words of comfort when I'm down...thanks guys^^
We always open concert in class...no matter the teachers are in or not..Just minding our own business...haha...Sing and share about those nice songs..COOL~then..if you're the fans at the moment...still can choose what song you would like to hear...really enjoy it~

Somemore..kind of stress now cuz my interview is on 2nd of April...Guess I'm in the last day ba...but still nervous...Haiz..really don't know what to prepare...Not really don't know la..AIya..this feeling is really difficult to describe...Wondering am I the only one who worry too much bout that coming interview?Hehe..hope not..

Now I'm listening songs to relax my mind...recall me to those days stressing before and during SPM...I have the same feling now..STRESS..lol

JM~if you read this...I really wanted to tell you that I'm missing you like mad!!!Others still ok since I got meet and chat with them...though its seldom but I don't think I've talk to you after the day we get our results to this day....T_T

Haiz...Everytime listening to songs sure will think about you de...Last time go K box sing also makes me miss you more and more!!Miss you and your singing especially FLH's songs..Muahaha..See ya around~

Updated once again after my 1st blog...hehe

Hi guys~
It was so long ago since my 1st post...
Anyway...I always feeling to update my blog when I'm busy(maybe cuz I can run away from updating it since I'm busy)*so evil thinking of me*hohoho
But...When I'm free..1st thing come to my mind is to play game(yeah~)though sometimes is kinda bored with tat game...

Hmm...dint update for so long le...I've got so so many stories to write at this moment...haha
K...let's start from 12th March 2009...
You all sure know how meaningful that day is it?
Well...the night before that day...really stressing like MAD!!
It's a good thing that I can sleep easily on that night...but...I've got nightmares!!SCARY enough...I've dream that number of A's I get is much much lesser than my trial result..PHEW,it's just a dream...LOL

On that morning...I dont feel like talking cuz I'm worrrying bout my result...which I can only pray that MIRACLE could happen on a stupid person as me T.T
JL,JM n pacat still tell me to go school earlier on that day for chatting purpose...WTF?!
I dont have the mood to talk eh...In the end...I reached school at 10a.m...(promised friends to arrive at 9.30a.m de)hehe..so so sorry to u guys >.< but I'm late on purpose..muahahaha...(what kind of friend is this?!)

Eeee...our school really got a bad timing...result is announced to be released at 10a.m...but..that time already 10a.m++ le..parents and students all shivering and sweating cuz of the fast pace of heartbeat + hot sun...

On our way to the hall...Sunddenly heard a malay voice shouting "Jia Li,Jia Li...Jia Li.."
I was thinking dint she know any malay in our school?weird...Am I jus heard that cuz I'm too nervous thinking of my result?Ilustion?eh...seems not...that voice is still encoring...So, I turned my head over..and..to my surprise...Its Kamaruddin calling her...(Not the name of road I stay at ar...Cikgu Kamaruddin la!!!)Sigh..
Then when he saw JL..."tahniah kamu dapat straight A1"...others( i mean JM,pacat and me)all invinsible le... T.T feeling so neglected...!@#$% *pian xin* hmp...

Sure la...people top student in school wor...others where got place to stand?...haiz..this world is damn realistic...(shake head)

Now!!!the main point is here...deng deng deng deng~~~
As I received my result from my ex-form teacher...I'm really cant hold myself and shout like people run out from Tanjung Rambutan...(hospital of mental sickness people)
After that...really shy cuz I acted like mad...dont care le =P I've got good result..You consider I'm mad also nevermind la...Dont jealous with my result yar...*smirk*..
So proud?!I'm joking de la..Not proud at all...this kind of result really made me headache...T.T

Strike A's...I only happy for that moment I get my result...After that...really regret for studying so hard for my SPM...(actually I dint really work hard...lazy also)result also only get my luck la + how government set the graph of grades...You guys should know right?...Sigh

Start from the next day...I was flooded with application formsss...All government college/U...OMG...Dont have the course I want leh...Then I'm kinda..bargaining with my parents...cuz really too many forms to fill in le..FAINT
Below was my conversations with my BELOVED parents~

DAD:Hey...your result so good..you can apply XXX,YYY,ZZZ and etc...
ME: ....So many ar?Eh?How come dont have the course I've interested in?Dont
want apply la...waste time..I also wont accept even if I get it...Give te chance to
others who really need it...Dont raid their opprtunity...
MUM:Huh?!Since when you become so kind hearted one?
ME :(thinking)"!@#$%"
DAD:Eh...you thought you apply sure get ar?!outside there so many ppl get better result
than you leh...
ME:(bluring)"WTF?!...just now say my result good...now?!"

In the end..I asked them a serious question...
ME: If..I mean IF...i get it is it really I;m going though I dint like that course offered?
DAD,MUM: .....(obviuosly speechless)

Haiz...So now..guys!If you all faced this type of problem...Will you still in LOVE with your strike A's result...for me..NO WAY!!

At last...I still fill in all those forms cuz I'm a good girl...muahahaha(vomit)

Well...few days ago...i cried cuz of those forms...They're even more than those homeworks I've got on school days leh...Then all so so complicated somemore...
That night...Janiz phoned me to tell me bout her problem de...but it ended up with me crying at the other side of the phone...LOL..always like to cry...hopeless!

After a long term of struggling~~~To this special day...24th March 2009!!
Finally all settled...OMG...I'm really on cloud nine...feel like flying cuz all burden suddenly gone!!gratz to myself...hahahahahaa

Then...this afternoon I have my lunch with pacat at MCD...I've hardly parked that HUGE car in the parking slot available...Then really enjoy with my lunch...but...things cant always go well...As we finish our meals...We headed to the place where I parked my car...

"!@#$%"cuz of 10minutes late...I get RM 40 compound from that F***ing police...Si a pek!!saman me =.= CURSED you...haiz..cant do anything also cuz its my fault...forget bout it since my dad said "nvm" as i called him on the spot...PHEW..thank god...

Good thing is...I dint scratched nor damage my dad's car...before I go out my mum told me to be careful while driving..(dont know that she's refering me to be careful with that car or myself...)Just use which-ever you think its more suit...hehe

Erm...I guess that's all bout my life story for this long period start from my 1st post...Maybe some of it I've totally forgotted bout it...Cuz everytime I sleep and wake up the next day...My mind is like...You take your computer to reformat...haha..but not all memory lost la..Important de is still here(in my mind)^^Included you guys!!

Always on my mind~love ya all...dont forget to miss me yar..LOL

ello^^ my 1st blog leh guys!!!i bet u guys cant figure out y i wanna make a bloggie...hehe*smirking*actually...cuz i miss d sch days...sob sob...no sch=no ppl 2 chat wif=no place 2 complain!!!WTF!hw can?!LOL

last nite...while i was slping in my warm cozy bed...i felt really over warm...zzz.mosquitoes beezing buzzing round my ears(can u imagine?)!@#$%when i wake up d clock is showing 2.57a.m...thn oni i realise thr's no electric..swt...d whole road is pitch dark...sob,i wan slp de leh...!@#$% so so hot without any fan o air cond u noe T_T

after tat i behtahan liao...wake my dad up..he said thr's no electricity since 1a.m.,my dad oso cant stand le so he call TNB...i tot he wan !@#$% de..but,juz call n report...*haiz(hao shi wang)

since im too tired..i went bck 2 bed agn...no longer feel asleep...still dammit hot!!!wake up agn lor...5.35a.m. !@# im thinking tat i was so lucky cuz i slp at 9.45p.m last nite...hohoho..my bro slp whn d electric stop(they watching tv)hehe..at least i enjoyed d air cond 4 few hrs^^

oh..finally 柳暗花明又一春...wakakaka...d electirc is finally bck..OMG so happy^^tat time is 5.42a.m.cont my slp..hehehe..can slp in peace le...*love*

可惜,好花不常开,好景不长在...suddenly ppl call n i hav 2 wake up at 10a.m ++ !@#$%

sob sob..end of my bed time...so i come 2 post blog here.haiz..

cant w8 4 bed time 2nite..hahah..pig lai de(yes i am)^^bless me 2 hav a sweet dream 2nite ==

LOVE u all^^

Oh ya...after tis incident oni i realise tat...if msia dont wana improve their service...will b SUX 4 eva!!!cursed u!!tmnet, tnb its d same!@#$%$%%@$&$%&@ wtf wawasan 2020..i guess wawasan 202020 oso bo jadi^^